.Wednesday, August 13, 2008 ' 6:07 PM Y
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ok...life is boring man...i dunno wat haf i done to deserve all this?
can ani 1 tell mi?whether loving sum 1 is a mistake?i just wan to love him...but obstacle is everywhere...the more i love him,the more ppl hates mi...argh...life sux...
actually wat i want to say 2day was...i m grateful tat i feel my health getting worser:D
because it means i m goin to be hospitalise agn...gambling my life with god...
win or lose?who knows?i dun gif a damn ani more...life is juz like a meaningless tink 2 mi now...
but i still does hope...i can finish up my 'o' level examination for this yr:D
i want to do well...strive for excellence...get great result...hopefully do my parents proud...b4 i leave this world and enjoy:D
whatever it is...i finally feels loves from fren...i finally realise wat are call frens and wat r call gd weather fren... :D
in my 17 years of life...i met both kind...but 1 tink i m grateful is tat...i finally differentiate them already...my bestie are 4ever there:D sho happy abt knowing them:D
whether you all still treat mi as fren anot...i will never 4get the happy time we had...no matter is it quarrel,no matter is it laughter or no matter is it cold shoulder tat we gave each other...i juz want promise u guys tat...i will never regret knowing u guys...my life will never be filled with regrets because u guys brightened up my day :D
laughter of u guys make mi feel sho grateful tat god had bring us together...i do hope tat i can b there when u guys haf problem...i do hope u guys dun hesitate to call mi...no matter is it sadness,happiness or worries...i hope i will b the one u guys tink of when u haf problems...i promise to b there...i might nt b able to comfort u...but if u cry,i will sit with u to cry...if u laugh,i will laugh with u...if u curse,i will curse along with u...4 as long as u want:D
afterall frens are like tat xD
2day in class i m sho tired...i kip wanting to doze off and i haf to kip putting a MENTOS in my mouth:(
sho sweet...later tio diabetes...haha...
but is the only was to wake myself up=.=
juz now is chemistry mock...i guess tat's the only hour in this whole damn day tat i dun feel tired-.-"
feel worry tat i can't finish...but indeed i didn't finish it still:( tink fail le ba...haha...i juz wrote all rubbish tat i can remember...juz to tired to flip the damn book...hahaha...
TO:NBL
how are u 2day?:D
must b gay-ing with ben agn?hahaha...sho boring la...i miss you man...
awww...wonder haf u ever switch ur mind to mi 4 at least 1 second?hahaha...silly thought of mine=.="
hais...ai ni zhen de hen nan...every 1 hate mi 4 tat now:(
i m sho call a bitch once agn=.="
dunno y also leh...some ppl tink i m tat now...
dunno wat i did also lo...
but i will nt give up de:D
like i say...how long it takes mi,i also won't gif up...afterall my mind is all abt u everyday now...hahaha...i wonder when then will u msg mi:( or even come find mi?
hahaha...i must b crazy=.="
but tell u what...i did calculate how mani day is it now from the day i gave u those tink=x
is already 4th day... :D
hahaha...
but i hope on the 11th sept u can come visit my mum ba...is her birthday:D
and i guess who visit her also nt as happy as u do it-.-"
she is bias always :(
hahaha...juz u and u and u from her mouth...
you la...mayb can consider change mama:D
since she likes u sho much?hahaha...
ar...
give u ur next lyrics ba:D
男:my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
合:幸福的开始就是放手去爱
your love is the only source of warmth 4 mi...i mean it...it let mi feel safe...your love is the only 1 tat i wanted... :D
i will jiayou jiayou on waiting...i promise:D
i promise i will b gd this time round too...a chance please?:D
hahaha...happy reading xD
nice?my attempt to design my fone=x
clearer look of it :D
