Yesterday you say I lie to u...but all this while I didn't...yesterday I didn't lie...neither did I in the past...
Except for that once...just once...
I don’t know how to face u...but to lied tat I dun love u anymore...how I can do tat is only until now tat I realized it was a big mistake to do so...and I regret it...
Hais...yesterday u insist tat I should tell that when I lie to you...
maybe I should say is just months ago? Less then 4 months ago...when I wanted you once agn back...but u say no...Because u has fallen for her...I have no choice but to say "can u please throw away all the things in your 2nd cardboard?"...I could still remember when you say "must I do it?"...my heart hurts further...the scar on it is getting deeper...the think I could say is "yes! Because it is the only way that I can 4get you"...the next moment you gave mi a straight answer "ok!"...it was then I realized I was foolish to say tat...
the next time I saw you...was when I was at the bus stop at the outskirt of Bishan Park...I was meeting Joanne...I saw her coming towards mi when I was still on the phone crying...I turn to the opposite direction so I could clear off my tears and say I m okay to her...we had a good talk at the bus stop...but it was it was then tat u appeared...it hurts mi further...because you was with her...when I see you was with her...the 2 of u are coming toward the bus stop...a step and a step nearer to the bus stop...I tried sitting down and stay calm...but when I think of you, and when I think I was suppose to see u with her...I had no choice but to walk away...you shouted out for me...I turned back gif u a hard stare and walk away...I called you at the other part of the park...I shouted at you through the phone with my most unwilling words "wo bu ai ni~!wo zhi ai ben yi ge ren!"
At this point of time, I could only burst into tears...
I knew love could not b forced so I learn to let go...I tried...I learned...but it just came to a conclusion of mi not being able to let go...the conclusion is clear enough tat I m sure...I love you till now...I couldn't let you go...this was all confirm when I see you outside school that other day...though I no I could only see you for that just 1 second...but I was happy enough to see you...but when I see you, I saw that familiar smile on your face...then u are gone walked away and disappeared in the school...I then find an excuse for myself to wait 4 my friend to end lesson...I went because I seriously love u a lot...
all thanks to 4 years ago...that once I see you makes my heart melt until now I m still the same...I see you and my heart melt once again...I shouldn't continue lying to you any more...but you just got your heart break...should I tell u now? I decided to not say it...I will let you clear your matters before I tell u once agn my feeling...I hope it isn't a rejection agn...I m scare to lose you agn...I just wan to be with you for the rest of my life...hugging you to sleep...waking up seeing you...hear your voice...able to hold your hand tight once agn and never let u go...I would never want to see u with another gal...I hope to see myself stand rite near to you agn...watching the movie together...hugging in the cinema...I want to see you again! but every time I see you my heart hurts because I knew it will just be the second I can see you and u will disappear...my heard hurts because I knew after seeing u this once...I don’t know when can I see you agn...
in the past u never leaves mi alone you dun leaves mi just crying alone...I just wan to take care of u once agn...is it so difficult? Is it so impossible? god makes us knows each other...is all about fate that I see u that just once then makes mi fall in love with you...is fate that makes us get together...a chance to love each other...is fate once agn that I couldn't 4get you...
I want to tell you…I love you…
ILOVEYOU:D
No one else can replace you…