.Wednesday, September 24, 2008 ' 4:55 PM Y
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argh...
school ended early 2day...
coz my humanities elective ends early...
after 1hour30mins of history...
we suppose to have ss till 5 de...
but miss tan say...
5A2 only gt 1 lesson with her every week...
so tat lesson is given up to them...
as for us...
is optional...
but i chose to nt go...
i dun wanna waste teacher's time=.="
coz i am already hopeless in my humanities elective result...
hmmm...
2day we had extra long break lo...
1st break is 1hour can=.="
miss tan suppose to have lesson with us for 1hour30mins...
but after 1hour...
she said tat...
she gt lesson with the sec 1...
is like=.="
the school never set the time table properly enough for us...
so ya...
whatever la...
then...
coz is too early...
so i went to usual hang-out with priya and gang...
guess what is so fun lo...
laughing and crapping with them=.="
but ya...
mi,elyssa,fifa and kartika...
went to canteen for breakfast...
i saw this person...
i feel so disgusted lo...
i really feel tat i hate her so much...
i dunno why la...
maybe everyone will say i childish la...
but this is my life...
my choice...
so fuck off if u dun like it...
and ya...
back to topic...
i ate a egg sandwich...
elyssa ate 2 egg sandwich...
LOL!...
and fifa ate 1 chicken burger and 2 seaweed chicken...
haha...
ya...
she say she is hungry=.="
ok nvm...
haha...
then as for kartika...
she say she is "fasting"...
so unusual...
u no y?
coz the past few day...
when we having break together...
she is the only 1 shouting tat she is extremely hungry...
haha...
sounds like she keep eating=x
but i tink is quite true...
haha...
btw...
after eating we went back to usual hang-out...
on the way...
there were a disgusting topic coming out of out mouth...
i must say...
is super duper funny la...
haha...
we like laughing our head off=.="
LOL!...
but is too disgusting...
i beta nt say out...
but is like...
just finish eating...
please dun say it...
LOL...
but ya...
the 1hour break with them...
pass so fast...
haha...
but i must say...
is so fun...
and the way they talk are so much straighter than those who kept beating around the bush...
whoever is it...
i dun wanna say...
and ya...
whatever...
LOL...
wuuuuuuuuu...
i m so bored...
2day talked to elyssa during the recess la...
came to talk abt sum one...
i told ruiqi...
she rather pei the other 2 person...
then to accompany us agn...
ruiqi was shocked by what i say also lo...
but ya tat's true...
ruiqi asked mi y...
i can only say dunno lo...
but i told them sum tink...
i really mind veri much...
which is what the person told mi lo...
she have gt nth to talk to mi...
thanks alot man...
i say i dun mind to let u feel beta...
but i guess is a waste of mine effort...
whatever la...
then what elyssa told mi was...
"bu yao ze yang...da jia dou shi peng you"...
meaning:dun behave like tat...afterall we are still frens...
hello...
frens?
u call tat frens...
i will say tat statement is rubbish lo...
if you are really a true fren...
no matter what you will also never ever tell her fren tat you gt nth to talk to her...
LOL...
even i dun say tat to her...
and she told mi tat man...
but i can only tell elyssa tat...
"i dunno la...she is the one who said tat to mi...what u expect mi to do?"...
suan le la...
she will never no what she is doing la...
just blame it on myself...
i dun blame other but myself for nt opening my eye wider...
whatever la...
i dun want be the fucker like an idiot who have to start talking to you out of no where...
is like rubbish...
i can put in the extra effort...
but evertime u will destroy it out of no where...
so why should i bother?
rite?
how ever...
I just realise some fact tat i should i have no long ago...
LOL...
u dun worth being my fren man...
i dunno wat have i done to no u man...
u r like...
gosh...
i dunno what to say even...
i starting to hate u so much...
i dunno why...
u make my life so difficult everywhere...
u dun talk to mi...
i dun give a damn...
the kind of promise you made...
are all lies...
the kind of tinks u say...
are all fake...
i dunno whether to believe you anot...
i really feel very tired of whatever you say...
or watever you do...
just leave my life la...
genting trip...
ur 2 "bestie's" stuff you can do for them...
i m gonna wash my hand off man...
so much that i have done...
in return...
i realised...
i m being made use of only...
what the fuck man...
how stupid can i get to no you guys...
what the hell...
take it as my eye "pa" stamp la...
i dun give a damn anymore lo...
i having leading a life i dun even recognise at all...
i dunno why i want to live such a fuck up life...
just because of u?
no more man...
i promise...
i want lead the life of own...
the kind which i always been living...
i dun give a damn whether u gonna accompany me anymore...
genting trip...
i dun nid u...
i can get along myself...
with leon...
with my mum...
with my dad...
i dun care who is gonna see this...
coz..
i dun wanna care anymore man...
this kind of life i have been living is sux...
1 last tink to say to you...
whatever i have said...
"no matter what u will always be my best fren"...
"we will always be fren"...
blah blah blah...
i will take it back...
and treat tat...
i have never no u b4...
from tat day i deleted the frenship blog...
i expected all this...
but i didn't no u will be the one doin it...
but ya...
4get it...
i will 4get you completely...
u r just like ani classmate of mine...
u r no longer my close fren...
neither are u leon's clone or my xiaolaogong...
no more...
crappy life...
crappy shyt...
i knew this frenship have already sour long ago...
dunno why...
due to sum reasons...
i knew u dun feel sad animore whether this frenship will come to this step...
you won't cry...
coz those tear tat you are gonna shed are just crocodile's tears...
then wat for...
once you have said...
in between all of us...
i m the most "zhong se qing you" 1...
but go use ur brain and tink b4 u say this to another person agn...
coz u will realise...
you are just refering to no 1 but yourself and i mean it...
go think for yourself...
whenever we nid you...
you only tink of him...
whenever you are with us...
you will spend 3/4 of you time only to msg him lo...
he hurt you...
but you 4give him agn and agn...
you cry and cry...
but i just feel so pain for you...
but when our frenship sour...
you do nth and let it die...
and can find new bestie agn...
see the different attitude you have toward him and frens?
"tian yuan zhi bie"...
i have already kept all this to myself very long lo...
but i will vent it out once and for all...
gd bye readers...
and of coz...
to tat sum one...
gonna del her from my stuff...
bb:D
