.Thursday, September 25, 2008 ' 8:27 PM Y
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dunno am i too sensitive or what...
i always feel so uncomfortable...
during the chemistry practical...
i went all the way back...
just to avoid them from seeing mi lo...
coz i used to sitting in front of them...
and beside andrew...
but sum tink actually stop mi from getting near him...
tat was because ytd...
i msged him...
i was really down...
after what happened...
but he was like treating mi so cold...
as though he no sum tink...
so i decided to nt get near him...
then during maths...
as usual...
i went all the way back to sit also lo...
then what hurts mi alot is...
ting actually move to my usual sit...
and now we are like 1 table apart...
2day when she got hold of my paper...
she just look back then put it on the table behind her...
hais...
nvm ba...
LEESHUFEN stop thinking...
wasn't this suppose to be the result of what u want...
u r such an idiot=.="
argh...
nvm...
then next period is physics lo...
went to lab agn...
it is physics practical lo...
as usual...
sat at the table near them...
but i chose the further away sit lo...
then dunno why all of a sudden...
andrew came to mi...
and put down his writing material beside mi...
i was super shock la...
but ya...
just dun tink much abt it...
and he actually asked mi what happened...
but...
i was like blur=.="
i thought he should be knowing it le?
or perhaps he really still understand i will have my reason behind all this?
dunno la...
hais...
but 1 tink is...
my happiest time 2day was during physics and english mock lo...
cause i was sitting beside andrew lo...
and ya...
he manage to make mi laugh...
thanks ar...
ps andrew...
hmmm...
just now...
after the english mock...
i just left the room straight lo...
to find ruiqi...
haha...
priya was waiting for mi and kartika outside already lo...
saw priya and ruiqi together...
priya asked us to go 1st...
LOL...
i got her meaning rong=.="
i actually leaves the school straight...
and went to the bus stop...
then after which priya and kartika came along...
priya explained her "go 1st" to mi...
she meant walking in front of her...
and nt leaves 1st...
then we are like making a big joke out of it=.="
coz priya and kartika waited for us in school=x
i m sorry...
haha...
2day was thinking of this...
zhen xin de fu chu...
hui de dao zhen xin de hui bao ma?
dunno leh...
actually i was very tired 2day...
ytd i didn't slept much...
wo shi mian le...
just because i kept tinking of those words tink tagged on my c-box...
hais...
i really hope all this can end fast ba...
ya...
she told mi to stop acting pathetic...
and stop crying...
if i was to...
then go to my mama and cry...
my 1st reaction reading this was like...
hais...
thanks to my stupid idea=.="
nvm ba...
was tinking of letting andrew know what i was thinking...
but i knew andrew is already the consellor who will always help us,when we are in need of help...
so i decided to nt telling him...
hope he will understand ba...
afterall...
until now...
only qi,priya and baby no the truth...
thanks for keeping it to yourself :D
thanks my baby and buddy...
priya handed mi her invitation card just now...
i mean in school la...
then i was like...
so touch lo...
haha...
and fifa was "giving" a real big reaction when priya gave it to her...
she said...
wow!!!
an invitation...
wow!!!...
already shouting lo...
then mi,elyssa,ruiqi,priya was like omg?
haha!...
ya...
fifa has over reacted...
haha...
but i told priya...
i might nt attend lo...
feel so sry lo...
but she kept asking mi to go...
but i told her...
i rather they go and enjoy...
than to see mi...
and ruin the happiness during priya's birthday...
you no what i mean?
i mean i m the happiness ruin-ner=.="
ya...
i do mean it...
LOL...
ya la...
actually is...
if they go and enjoyed...
i will feel happy for all of them lo...
so ya...
priya sorry:P
but i promise...
present is nt forgotten...
heh...
baby is a blur pig...
he thought tat...
he will return to sg at 19 nov...=.="
but now is like on 20th lo...
so baby just got to change his leave day...
meaning his birthday he nt taking le...
those 2 days he will postpone to nov during genting...
haha...
ya...
sorry baby ar...
gald tat u can accompany mi ba...
u promise mi the hello kitty scooter...
LOL...
so impossible...
but with you ar...
happy enough le:D
4days3nights together...
LOVE IT:D
haha...
happy 6th months baby:P
love you:D
2day wrote a letter to nobody during my maths lesson...
although,we having test...
i managed to finish my paper 10 mins before times up...
yap...
so i wrote tat letter...
dunno what's tat for even lo...
the content is as below:D
hais...
After telling her those nasty things yesterday...
i already expected the kind of attitude ,she will have towards mi...
however...
i just got to bear with it ba...
i m very sure,she had told her bestie le ba...
Afterall...
she is those kind who won't hesitate to tell her fren abt her problems...
but also good ba...
at least she duun keeps problem to herself...
and suffer alone lo...
yap...
but i was realli puzzled...
to the question...
whether he knew it anot?
dunno la...
but if he already found out...
then i will be damn sad ba...
coz once he was always the one who no mi the best...
but this time round...
he wrong mi too...
this morning told ruiqi abt my silly act...
and the reason behind it also lo...
and ended up kena from her=.="
the good scolding she gave mi actually enlighten mi=.="
but ya...
nvm...
i sat there and let her scold lo...
but i guess she does understand mi also ba...
for their sake...
i will bear with it ba...
anyway is also my fault la...
i also dun want ting to suffer any longer le la...
nt in a ny case...
or by any chance...
i won't let her bother abt this le ba...
i scare it affects her=.="
told priya also...
and she is saying tat i m silly lo...
dunno why i do this also...
i even told baby last night lo...
and baby also tink...
i m silly to do this...
but afterall...
there is only 1 aim behind this plan...
is to help ting and nt let her suffer anymore...
last time she used to try hard to talk to mi...
but she kept telling mi dunno how to...
tat time she actually asked andrew for advice to talk to mi lo...
i m really touch lo...
since she has already do her part for this frenship...
i should also take action and do my part 4 her...
but my wish now is...
hopefully by the time we have the genting trip...
she will understand me and knew the truth ba...
and 4give mi ba...
tat the only way or hope 4 mi le lo...
in order to save back this frenship...
