.Monday, September 1, 2008 ' 8:35 PM Y
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awww..i m damn tired lo:(
ok...watever...
have been thinking alot of tinks this few day...
ytd i went auntie hus...i over heard mum complaining to aunt wat happened the other day...hais...i dun understand her la...
i haf been caught between she n my dad...
i haf been told alot of tink by each of them...
mum has her own story,her own view and so on...
so does daddy...i can onli kept listening and then do nothing...
i realli do hope i gt the courage and talk tinks out with them...
i m no longer a young gal...
i nid my freedom...
i nid a loving family...
i nid everything a teenage gal like mi can haf...
but i dun haf them...
though i have freedom,but i feel tat it is nt enough...
though at times i tink i haf loving family,but is just my silly thoughts...
it might seems tat i have everytink,but actually i have nothing...
i dun like the feeling of knowing everytink...
but i couldn't help...
i dun like the feeling of getting nag...
over sum tink i didn't even no...
watever la...
i m realli sick and tired of all the things tat have been happening!!!
i realli do hope i gt the courage,to tell them straight to divorce than to continue all this...
how i wish i m like my brothers,who are kept in the dark of all tink...
who can actually be ingorant and totally just b out of all this...
argh...why i couldn't...why why why???
i realli dun wan anything to cause mi to fail my exam...
but i m seriously affected by all this...
i dunno la...
perhaps i should act ignorant too?
watever...i dun care le la...
2moro gt sku...yay...i can't wait 4 it...3 hours away from hm...rocks man...then after tat come hm...change then go down stair study with ruiqi...rocks ar...dun nid stay at hm...perhaps this could better help mi to study...dun care le la...sian ar...
ytd i cut my leg accidentally coz of the shatter glass on the floor...daddy broke a plate...shh...haha...dun let mummy no...still swollen:(
pain lo...cannot walk properly...lucky dun nid wear heels now...if nt i go jump down from building liao...is pain de lo...
haven't been seeing baby lo...he is in camp...sian ar...thought holiday can spend more time tgt...who noes...holiday 4 mi = camp 4 him...haha!!!
he has to stay in camp more often than usual 4 this week-.-"
tink gt to postpone my shopping to sat lo...coz without baby...i never go shopping 1...:D
just heard from my gan meimei that she slept with her bf...now might be having a young 1 in her...gosh man...and tat guy gt other gal outside...fker la...i m always worrying 4 her...but the sad story never failed to repeated again...argh...why must it b her again...meimei hope u aren't pregnant...however...ani tink u can come to mi :D
i shall end her...life sux!!!
