.Monday, October 6, 2008 ' 9:45 PM Y
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I started finding tat everytink is extra irritating now!
argh=.="
i no longer like the kind of fun i used to like...
i no longer find ani tink funny animore...
i feels extra easily irritated...
sian ar...
i dunno why i m like tat...
perhaps the kind of fear i should feel during exam are all kept in myself...
i act as if i dun care...
but i feel really scare in mi...
i lose everything/everyone i once cared for...
i dunno why i m like this nowadays...
i dun wan to lose anione/anitink ever again...
i m really terrify of the feeling...
i dun like it...
I HATE IT...
sum time i dunno by breaking down will i feel beta...
sum time i wanted to cry,i can't...
when i wanna laugh...
i dunno how to...
my source of happiness are mostly gone...
i dunno who to trust...
or even how to trust...
nw all i m left with is my family...
my dad who is giving mi endless love...
my mum who gives mi unlimited care and concern...
my both brother who makes mi laugh with all kinds of lame stuff...
and last but nt least...
my honey baby...
through out my toughest day,u r always there for mi...
you gives care and concern,love and laughter...
one tink u gif mi is what no other ppl can gives mi...
the warmth and safeness i felt,everytime i lies in ur arms...
thanks baby...
like i say i won't be as silly ever again...
to love blindly and take things for granted ever again...
i will treasure whatever u gives mi...
i will cherish all the time we spend together...
i promise...
a 6 months has passed...
but it is still counting on:D
I LOVE YOU...
hais...
type till here and i felt tat my eye are almost teary...
argh...
i feel tat i m nt ready for exam...
nt ready for these tinks to happen...
nt ready for almost everytink...
2 late to regret...
2 late to do any thinking now...
sian...
